Every day I take tons of things for granted. I often sit at my desk, stare at my computer screen, and wish that I were some place other than work. Do I think about the thousands of people that are unemployed? No. I selfishly think of myself. I check my bank account and cringe at the "small" number in my checking account...I don't think of people who are homeless and starving and without any money. Once again I become that selfish person.
I often get frustrated because something on my car messes up, or the dog gets the floor dirty, or I cannot find the shoes that I want to wear that day, or my water bill is higher than I expected...how can I allow myself to get so frustrated when I have everything that I "need" to survive? I have a home to go to every day, two jobs that pay my bills, food in my kitchen, clothes on my back (and more and more clothes in my clothing "room"), a family that is constantly loving me, friends that are there for me, a boyfriend that adores me, two furbabies that greet me at the door with excitement when I come home, a niece and nephew that think I hung the moon, two legs, two arms, two eyes to see with, two ears to hear with, great health, and more! I am extremely blessed. Looking at all of these things why be selfish?
Often times everyone gets stuck in the "why me" stage. It is only human to ask "why". When I get to the "why" stage, I want to be able to instantly think about all of the things that I am blessed with. Yes, things are going to happen that are going to make the road of life bumpy...I could keep asking, "why me?", or I could ask myself how I can grow from this situation. I could always say to myself that yes, things are bad or not as I planned, but that things could be worse...things could always be worse. Looking at the positive side of things and not being selfish is not always easy to do, but if I make the habit of seeing good, or what can be good, or what is not so bad, then I will grow to a stronger, loving lady.
After thinking about all of this, I wanted to find a quote to fit how I felt...this is what I found:
"Love me when I least deserve it because that is when I really need it."
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